Cyren
My Mind Is Full. Full Of Clustered Thoughts, Scattered Memories, Endless Ideas And Painful Secrets. I Escape To This World, Away From Reality, But Close To My Heart And Mind. A World Where There Is No Need For What Is Hidden, But What Is Only Lost. What Is Lost Within My Mind Is The Sincerity, Serenity And Simplicity Of Life. Scattered In My Memories, Trapped In Pure Serendipity. The Divinity Of Nostalgia, Are But Mere Whispers In This World.

I Am Lost But Will Never Be Found. Trapped By The Siren's Song.
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

Sophie Sainrapt. Nu, 2006. 
 
 
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"If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn’t mean you got to stop living."

-Vargus, Archie’s Final Project (via endangerment)

(Source: niiiiiicolaaa)


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bauldoff:

Polish artist Michał Karcz uses photography and digital effects to create breathtakingly-moody, dreamlike worlds. via Imgur

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"But even so, every now and then I would feel a violent stab of loneliness. The very water I drink, the very air I breathe, would feel like long, sharp needles. The pages of a book in my hands would take on the threatening metallic gleam of razor blades. I could hear the roots of loneliness creeping through me when the world was hushed at four o’clock in the morning."

-Haruki Murakami, The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle (via larmoyante)

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"Once you have identified with some form of negativity, you do not want to let go, and on a deeply unconscious level, you do not want positive change. It would threaten your identity as a depressed, angry, or hard-done by person. You will then ignore, deny, or sabotage the positive in your life. This is a common phenomenon. It is also insane."

-Eckhart Tolle (via vemt)

(Source: samsaranmusing)


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actegratuit:

Jonathan Latiano


Points of Contention

Wood, plastic, acrylic, styrofoam, glass, plexiglass and salt

Dimensions variable

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miyaando:

Miya Ando Steel paintings

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areaofinterest:

Michael Chase

It’s scary knowing your best friend is not happy at all, and all those suicidal thoughts he once faced are surfacing again. But what can I do, when I’m just as broken as he is. I always hide it from him, for the sake of a better day. But it’s absolutely frightening to me that someone like him; is in this situation.

What happened between you guys? Someone please tell me what’s going on. I just want to know why he’s slowly killing himself. I can’t make him feel better all by myself. He’s my best friend, yet why do I feel so far from him day after day.

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americangothgirl:

wanderlustingthoughts:

Look at this tree, man.

The Angel Oak Tree is estimated to be in excess of 1500 years old, stands 66.5 ft (20 m) tall, measures 28 ft (8.5 m) in circumference, and produces shade that covers 17,200 square feet (1,600 m2). From tip to tip Its longest branch distance is 187 ft.

Ancient being.

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"Your battles inspired me - not the obvious material battles but those that were fought and won behind your forehead."

-James Joyce (via arpeggia)

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"I am inside someone
who hates me."


-Amiri Baraka, “An Agony. As Now.” (via larmoyante)

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"Sometimes I miss you
the way someone drowning
remembers the air."


-Tim Seibles, “Slow Dance” (via larmoyante)

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"It’s like being in love, discovering your best friend."

-Elizabeth Wein, Code Name Verity (via larmoyante)

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likeafieldmouse:

Jay DeFeo - The Rose (1958-69)

“The story of Jay DeFeo and The Rose is both a cautionary tale of obsession and an inspiring tale of determination and belief. She began working on The Rose in 1958. She was 29 years old and for the next eight years, she did little else but sit on a stool in her studio, smoking cigarettes, drinking Christian bothers brandy while she painted and scraped away at her vision.

First titled The Deathrose, then The White Rose and finally just The Rose, DeFeo only stopped working on the painting when an increase in rent forced her from her studio. By then it was 1966, her marriage was ending, she was in fragile physical and mental health, and The Rose had become too large to fit out the door. 

At nearly 12 feet high and in places eight inches thick, The Rose was constructed from layer upon layer of built up and scraped away black and white paint. DeFeo added mica chips to the paint and so The Rose has its own interior light.”

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